2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: *watches him puzzledly*

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: Saverad sighed and smiled at her. "What? I will be fine..my nerves are just thin right now that's all.

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: oh...anyway I can help?

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: "You have." He said as he hugged her and sighed. He closed his eyes looking a little weary.

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: *watches him worriedly and hugs him back*

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: He laid down with a sigh. "Everything that has happened...I wonder why he gave up?" He whispered as though to himself.

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: * lays her head on his chest and stays silent*

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: He wrapped his arms around her and finally smiled. "We..have a home.."He whispered.

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: *smiles at him* yes we do...

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: "What made you love me?..I am curious." Saverad asked gently as he stroked her hair.

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: I don't know...you were so powerful...and you took care of me after I fought Roke and was hurt...

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: "You're attracted to power..that's why you get into so much trouble." He teased as he kissed the nape of her neck.

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: *smiles at him teasingly* of course

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: He smiled feeling more at ease and at peace. "Now what?"

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: *grins* nothing, Love..* she leans up and kisses him quickly*

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: He smiled. "What are we going to do with our lives..that's what I meant."

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: I don't know..I mean...your the boss...*sits up* what will we do?

2007-12-06 [Silver Moon]: Saverad sighed. "To be honest...I don't know..you had said something a few months ago..you said we aren't completely mates yet..what did you mean by that?"

2007-12-06 [Lirerial]: well see...usually when lycans have accepted their mates its sealed by..well you know...* she leans over and whispers into his ear, blushing like crazy*

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: He blushed too. "W...what?B..but...I have never.I..wouldn't know what to do..."He said flustered

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: *looks at her lap* me neither...

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: He hugged her tightly. "I..don't know if I am ready for that..what about you?"

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: *looked up, flipping her hair over her shoulder* I'm ready whenever you are, Love

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: "I..I don't..know what to say...what if I hurt you?"

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: *looks surprised* how would you hurt me?

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: "I don't know...I..have never done it before..."He said with a blush.

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: and neither have I...*she raised her eyebrow* although I'm surprised you havn't

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: He looked at her in surprise. "Why are you surprised I haven't?"

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: *shrugs* I don't know...its most guys are depesrate to see how many people they can bed

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: Saverad pulled back as though stung by what she said. "I..I'm not like that.."

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: I've noticed Love, *she watches hm carefully* I'm sorry for even thinking it

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: He hugged her gently. "I'm sorry...I just..it's been hell the past few days.." He whispered.

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: its ok..*smiles faintly* it hasn't exactly been fun for me either

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: "Let's get some rest...than maybe we can discuss this."

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: *nodds* ok

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: Saverad wrapped his arms around her as he slowly drifted off to sleep.

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: *rests her head on his chest and falls asleep as well*

2007-12-07 [Silver Moon]: *a few hours later* Saverad opened his eyes and smiled as he stroked Zateria's hair gently and watched her sleep

2007-12-07 [Lirerial]: *she stirred faintly and then hugged him, and whispered* please don't leave me... *you can tell she's dreaming*

2007-12-08 [Silver Moon]: Saverad gently hugged her and whispered in her ear. "I won't love..never again.."

2007-12-08 [Lirerial]: *sighs contentedly and relaxes against him*

2007-12-08 [Silver Moon]: *holds her tightly and protectively*

2007-12-08 [Lirerial]: *she blinked and smiled up at him* hi... *she whispered*

2007-12-08 [Silver Moon]: He smiled a little as he looked down at her. "I didn't wake you did I?"

2007-12-08 [Lirerial]: no you didn't *she smiled at him*

2007-12-08 [Silver Moon]: "That's good." He said with a smile

2007-12-08 [Lirerial]: *she reaches up and kisses his cheek*

2007-12-09 [Silver Moon]: He smiled and kissed her back. He ran his hands through her hair with a smile. "It's like silk.."

2007-12-09 [Lirerial]: *smiles* thxs...

2007-12-12 [Silver Moon]: *kisses her gently.* "I love you so much...I am sorry I caused you worry before.."

2007-12-12 [Lirerial]: *hugs him tightly* lets not think of it..please

2007-12-12 [Silver Moon]: *hugs her tightly* "As you wish love"

2007-12-12 [Lirerial]: *smiles comfortably*

2007-12-24 [Silver Moon]: "Let's get something to eat.."He said after a few minutes of silents.

2007-12-24 [Lirerial]: *nodds eagerly* ok!

2008-01-12 [Silver Moon]: Saverad stood and stretched with a smile. "Zateria?"

2008-01-13 [Lirerial]: *Zataria stood and looked at him* yes...?

2008-01-14 [Silver Moon]: "I am glad to have you at my side again...I love you. I....I nearly gave myself up because I couldn't bare the thought of losing your love.." He whispered as he stepped closer and kissed her gently and than deepened it.

2008-01-14 [Lirerial]: *she lifted her arms to wrap around his neck*

2008-01-14 [Silver Moon]: He smiled as he broke the kiss. "Do you still want us to go through with that thing you discussed earlier? Becouse I think I am more hungry for you right now my love." He said with a smile.

2008-01-14 [Lirerial]: *smiles up at him* I was just waiting for you...

2008-01-14 [Silver Moon]: He kissed her as he steered her towards the bed.

2008-01-14 [Lirerial]: *she followed quietly her arm around his arm*

2008-01-14 [Silver Moon]: "Do you want to lead..or should I?" He asked looking a little shy.

2008-01-14 [Lirerial]: I wouldn't even begin to know what to do...you can lead...*she blushes faintly*

2008-01-31 [Silver Moon]: He nodded looking a little shy as well. He wrapped his arms around her and smiled

2008-01-31 [Lirerial]: *she leaned against him, then shyly reached up to kiss him*

2008-02-01 [Silver Moon]: He kissed her back as he gently began to remove her clothes.

2008-02-01 [Lirerial]: *she slid her hands up his chest pulling off his shirt*

2008-02-02 [Silver Moon]: He murmured happily as he leaned her against the bed.
*Several hours later*
Saverad rolled over and smiled at Zateria.

2008-02-03 [Lirerial]: *she smiled back, snuggling against his chest*

2008-02-03 [Silver Moon]: *gently kisses her* "I love you Zateria." He whispered.

2008-02-04 [Lirerial]: I love you to...*she hugged him totally relaxed against him*

2008-02-04 [Silver Moon]: *sighs contentedly and rubs her back gently*

2008-02-05 [Lirerial]: *zataria sighed in contentment*

2008-03-13 [Silver Moon]: "I love you." He said it a little fearfully,as though he feared he would lose her.

2008-03-15 [Lirerial]: *she looked up and him and smiled, then kissed him* I love you to.

2008-04-20 [Silver Moon]: "What do you think our children will be like?" He asked as he gently stroked her hair.

2008-04-24 [Lirerial]: *she looked up looking a bit alarmed* children? *she cringed*

2008-10-19 [Silver Moon]: He looked closely at her. "What's wrong?"

2008-10-19 [Lirerial]: *she fidgeted nervously and glanced up at him the color rising in her cheeks* I forgot to tell you...I'm so sorry. I'm barren...I can't have pups. *her expression is mortified that she'd forgotten to share that fact.* Garathias granted me that request when I first gave him my alliance.

2008-10-20 [Silver Moon]: Savared looked down sadly. "I...see. Perhaps..we could adopt?"

2008-10-20 [Lirerial]: *she nodded and hugged him* Of course we can

2008-10-20 [Silver Moon]: He hugged back and held her. "If I am allowed...why did you ask that of him?"

2008-10-20 [Lirerial]: I don't really enjoy babies...and the thought of a child inside of me still sickens me...plus I didn't consider my occupation to be the thing a mother should raise her child to.

2008-10-20 [Silver Moon]: I...see. Than you don't want to adopt either...do you?

2008-10-20 [Lirerial]: I'm fine with it...I promise...we could adopt a toddler...and I've been retired...assigned my last mission. *she smiles*

2008-10-20 [Silver Moon]: *smiles a little* "All right...when?"

2008-10-20 [Lirerial]: Hmmm...I don't know...I guess I could steal a child...do you have a preferance?

2008-10-20 [Silver Moon]: "Do you? And if we steel one....I want to make sure it is from a family who is mistreating the child.I don't want to take a child from a happy home."

2008-10-20 [Lirerial]: A girl...I want a girl. *she smiles*

2008-10-20 [Silver Moon]: *smiles in return* "A girl than."

2008-10-20 [Lirerial]: *she dips her head in acknowledgment and untangles herself from his arms* Do you want me to seek out the child now?

2008-10-20 [Silver Moon]: "If you wish. Either way I will come with you."

2008-10-21 [Lirerial]: *she shakes her head* no. You can't enter the borders...thats my mission or you die.

2008-10-21 [Silver Moon]: "So...I am a prisoner here....." *sounds sad*

2008-10-21 [Lirerial]: no of course not....*zataria kneels in front of him and looks up into his face* You can go anywhere you want...as long as its not into Seletar....I guess in a way you've been banished

2008-10-24 [Silver Moon]: I see...

2008-10-26 [Lirerial]: *she fidgeted nervously* Are you mad at me? I just wanted you to live...

2008-10-26 [Silver Moon]: *hugs her tightly* I am not anger with you...I just hate feeling trapped... I think a child from Seletar would be best..few can afford their children there and many neglect them, I will wait for you."